There is a great mod cloth contest post if you got anything from mod cloth for X-mass, or any holiday post it before january 7 and you maybe able to win 250 spending money from MOD CLOTH my fav place to shop :D
so anyway this is mine it is special hahaha :D Enjoy
Monday, December 27, 2010
Friday, December 10, 2010
October (i know so late) i was so sick
Pumpkin Contest!!!!
Fun Costumes
Perry and I i am the one in the hat
Fun Costumes
Perry and I i am the one in the hat
Sunday, November 28, 2010
Just wondering
I had one more thought
does anyone here if anyone is listening still sleep with stuff animals because i do and i just dont see why not!
does anyone here if anyone is listening still sleep with stuff animals because i do and i just dont see why not!
Relation-Shit
So i guess i thought i might be a good idea to explain my first relationship (also known as a relationshit)
It was 3 years ago in shakespeare camp Kinda romantic hun? We did richard the 3rd and Romeo and Juliet
well he was 16 i was 13
i had a major crush on him
i walked in and just new it
he was the one
and i start flirting lightly very lightly
but he was not into that
he had a need for speed
before i knew it he was at my house for like a get together
and we hung out and laughed and talked and flirted
then there was the moment
he kissed me and then we made out on my bed for awhile
then his parents came
but i was happy it was great
then the next day at camp he was all over me
and then finally by the end of they day asked me out
i was elated
I jumped right into it with kissing and holding hands and making out and hugging
and talking and hanging out
it was great a hole month
together
then he had to go to Hawaii
i was very sad
but he said that he loved me and would keep in contacted
as much as possible
and he was for the most part
then for a week there was nothing
nothing at all
then all of a sudden we were not in a relationship on Facebook
and there was a little wall post
i dont think this is going to work love alex
well
that was the day i was going to France
On the plan there i cried my eyes out
and then the 2 weeks i was there i was sad and crying and just plan upset
because i thought everything was perfect
then when i got back i was invited for a camp reunion
and i went
and so did he
but right in front of me
he was making out with every girl there
i was so angry went he movie was over
i ran out and got in the car and went home
and put as my AIM satus "some boy i am just so angry at i could punch"
and i go to bed crying again
then the next day he calls my mom
and says that i was threatening him online
but my mom was not going to take that
and gave it right back to him
it was great
but the next month my best friend is dating him
without even telling me
and now we don't talk
then he called me because i blocked him on Facebook
then he calles me and wants to know if i want to get together
lets just say that was a no.....
Latter on i found out that he cheated on me with another girl
he was the perfect guy right.....Hell NO
It was 3 years ago in shakespeare camp Kinda romantic hun? We did richard the 3rd and Romeo and Juliet
well he was 16 i was 13
i had a major crush on him
i walked in and just new it
he was the one
and i start flirting lightly very lightly
but he was not into that
he had a need for speed
before i knew it he was at my house for like a get together
and we hung out and laughed and talked and flirted
then there was the moment
he kissed me and then we made out on my bed for awhile
then his parents came
but i was happy it was great
then the next day at camp he was all over me
and then finally by the end of they day asked me out
i was elated
I jumped right into it with kissing and holding hands and making out and hugging
and talking and hanging out
it was great a hole month
together
then he had to go to Hawaii
i was very sad
but he said that he loved me and would keep in contacted
as much as possible
and he was for the most part
then for a week there was nothing
nothing at all
then all of a sudden we were not in a relationship on Facebook
and there was a little wall post
i dont think this is going to work love alex
well
that was the day i was going to France
On the plan there i cried my eyes out
and then the 2 weeks i was there i was sad and crying and just plan upset
because i thought everything was perfect
then when i got back i was invited for a camp reunion
and i went
and so did he
but right in front of me
he was making out with every girl there
i was so angry went he movie was over
i ran out and got in the car and went home
and put as my AIM satus "some boy i am just so angry at i could punch"
and i go to bed crying again
then the next day he calls my mom
and says that i was threatening him online
but my mom was not going to take that
and gave it right back to him
it was great
but the next month my best friend is dating him
without even telling me
and now we don't talk
then he called me because i blocked him on Facebook
then he calles me and wants to know if i want to get together
lets just say that was a no.....
Latter on i found out that he cheated on me with another girl
he was the perfect guy right.....Hell NO
Saturday, November 27, 2010
What do people think of someone who likes someone else
like what do people actually think
well i have come up with something
one is people who just don't care
then there is people who like the same person and they are like FUCK YOU
then there are people who are like well thats nice
then there are the people that just hate you so they don't want anything to go right for you
then there are the liked and they either don't care (because they are aragonite) or they think your a freak or they think well i think she is cute but not cool enough or they are ecstatic and relieved because they like you too
but for me it has always been they don't care or they think i am a freak most of the time they think im a freak....
so what is so wrong liking you i mean really i like you it should be a compliment its not like i am stalking you
i just like you as a person and you are very attractive
See compliments
thats all im saying <3
like what do people actually think
well i have come up with something
one is people who just don't care
then there is people who like the same person and they are like FUCK YOU
then there are people who are like well thats nice
then there are the people that just hate you so they don't want anything to go right for you
then there are the liked and they either don't care (because they are aragonite) or they think your a freak or they think well i think she is cute but not cool enough or they are ecstatic and relieved because they like you too
but for me it has always been they don't care or they think i am a freak most of the time they think im a freak....
so what is so wrong liking you i mean really i like you it should be a compliment its not like i am stalking you
i just like you as a person and you are very attractive
See compliments
thats all im saying <3
Wednesday, November 24, 2010
Love...is nothing
Ok so how do i put this in a completely normal way
this blog is going to be me talking to myself pretty much i think
well hears goes nothing
well i had a guy 3 years ago who i really liked but he cheated on me and was an ass and it killed me inside because he was my first boyfriend and i really liked him
so now last year i dated a boy and he was my second boyfriend and he was not so fantastic so i dumped him it was more like a mutual dump, is is wrong to want a guy to talk to you and not make out all the time really like what is wrong with that parentally a lot
and i have had a lot of crushes in between
but you want to here the best part
i have never been out on a date
like really
i was DATING
but no date i was always the Third wheel even when i was dating like what is wrong with me
i want a guy to take me out and want to talk to me for at least 5 min before a movie and not have to have a group of people or have commitment issues or mommy issues or thinking of every other girl in the room issues
like i just want to guy to tell me who they are before they take advantage of someone like me
like whats wrong with that
and now i have had a crush on the same guy for 2 years and he does not give me the time of day
i dont even think i have seen him look in my direction unless my friend (who he likes) is there or if he needs something like his senior preterit done then all of a sodden you need me, and now i asked him out you see but as friends to go to a black belt banquet ( i need a date) and he said yes but then he had a wedding when it was too late for me to get a date
(not that i could)
then he goes to all of my friends and say Oh i think she likes me, and of course there like well i don't know i don't think so, because they are good friends to me
but i just don't understand it just does not get better like he sometimes acts like he cares a little about me and then others i don't even exist like to the point where he has literally bumped into me and said sorry i did not know you were THERE!!!
and now i'm watching movies like , Must love dogs, and the Breakfast club, and any johnny Depp movie that i have and the titanic
and therefore crying my eyes out
and my heart beats really fast when they kiss and i get really angry when it does not work out and i throw things
yea
this was me typing like crazy for no parent reason just to say what i need to say...
thanks for listening if you are
and if you are listening I'm sorry you had to
because it is not a very good story
and if you are reading because you had gone through something similar i feel for you i really do
this blog is going to be me talking to myself pretty much i think
well hears goes nothing
well i had a guy 3 years ago who i really liked but he cheated on me and was an ass and it killed me inside because he was my first boyfriend and i really liked him
so now last year i dated a boy and he was my second boyfriend and he was not so fantastic so i dumped him it was more like a mutual dump, is is wrong to want a guy to talk to you and not make out all the time really like what is wrong with that parentally a lot
and i have had a lot of crushes in between
but you want to here the best part
i have never been out on a date
like really
i was DATING
but no date i was always the Third wheel even when i was dating like what is wrong with me
i want a guy to take me out and want to talk to me for at least 5 min before a movie and not have to have a group of people or have commitment issues or mommy issues or thinking of every other girl in the room issues
like i just want to guy to tell me who they are before they take advantage of someone like me
like whats wrong with that
and now i have had a crush on the same guy for 2 years and he does not give me the time of day
i dont even think i have seen him look in my direction unless my friend (who he likes) is there or if he needs something like his senior preterit done then all of a sodden you need me, and now i asked him out you see but as friends to go to a black belt banquet ( i need a date) and he said yes but then he had a wedding when it was too late for me to get a date
(not that i could)
then he goes to all of my friends and say Oh i think she likes me, and of course there like well i don't know i don't think so, because they are good friends to me
but i just don't understand it just does not get better like he sometimes acts like he cares a little about me and then others i don't even exist like to the point where he has literally bumped into me and said sorry i did not know you were THERE!!!
and now i'm watching movies like , Must love dogs, and the Breakfast club, and any johnny Depp movie that i have and the titanic
and therefore crying my eyes out
and my heart beats really fast when they kiss and i get really angry when it does not work out and i throw things
yea
this was me typing like crazy for no parent reason just to say what i need to say...
thanks for listening if you are
and if you are listening I'm sorry you had to
because it is not a very good story
and if you are reading because you had gone through something similar i feel for you i really do
Saturday, October 23, 2010
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